Did I purposely fold you up
your dresses, photos, achievements, and disappointments
in to boxes and bury myself over
Or can I plead the fifth
no, it is subconscious it is
out of my control because I can not cope, people can not cope
and therefore they sunconsciously forget
Did I kiss you goodbye? Did I know that you no longer knew?
Did I hear the birds while on the freeway? Or was I already home?
And why do I not remember?
Did I forget to remember or did I remember to forget.
It was all drowned out and I crashed while driving
and then I realised that I did not, no, I was somehow unscarred.